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At one point in On The Other Hand, Death, the latest “Donald Strachey
Mystery”, Chad Allen encourages a closeted teen couple terrified of
being ‘discovered‘, “I promise you, if you guys hang in there, you’ll
always have someone you can count on no matter where you wind up.“ Not
coincidentally, this pretty much sums up this daring performer’s whole
philosophy regarding the gay community at large.
Known from such prime-time blockbusters as Dr. Quinn Medicine Woman,
and St. Elsewhere, Allen is marking Liberation Entertainment’s DVD
release of the hit mystery series’ latest installment — his third time
around playing the out and proud title detective. Calling it “an
amazing experience in terms of bringing a very intense gay person to
life,” he recalls how Executive Producer Paul Colichman first
approached him with the idea of starring in series of tele-films
reminiscent of classic detective shows like Colombo and Mc Cloud —
only this time with an openly gay protagonist. The result has been one
of HERE! TV’s most popular franchises to date, and with it, gay
entertainment continues to make inroads into what was once considered
exclusive “straight man” territory (I.E. the hard-bitten detective
story,) whilst paying homage to that terrific old “film-noir” style of
movie-making too. “The amazing thing about Noir for me,” Strachey’s
off-camera alter-ego offers, “is that it’s where the ‘good guys’ got
to have their dark and shady sides as well. Eclectically speaking,
that’s what I love about Donald — he’s certainly a ’good guy’, but he
has plenty of ’warts’ and they get to show, all the while, telling a
great, fun story.”
Yet for all his current success, the boyish blond actor is aware of a
time when everything he worked for since childhood could’ve come to a
screeching halt after he took the bravest path by ‘outing‘ himself in
public. “When I first came out, it all but evaporated for me“ he
confesses; “I went from being on top ten television series back to
back to back, to not being able to even get an audition for those same
shows, and I don’t want to say it was shocking because I lived my
entire life in Hollywood — I knew what I was going to be up against.“
Then again, trials can only be turned into triumphs when you‘re
dealing with such a tenacious talent who is the first to admit he
can’t imagine his life any different — or better. “If in fact, I
didn’t work again, that it was still worth it— this was what I was
here to do no matter.” Noting the incredible sense of freedom the
admission has ultimately given him, he adds, “I remember what it was
like when I was asked a question, and my mind had to sift through ten
possible answers to what would be the thing that made you the
happiest; and now I am able to simply tell the truth as I see it
today.”
Still, how does he find the business has changed in just short time
he’s been out? “I’ve watched it shift,” reveals the young show biz
veteran happily; “For a long time there, we were kind of relegated to
sidekick characters, or effeminate comic pieces, but that’s changed so
radically — just look what’s going on! I think it’s terrific that
those kids out there who are out, and who keep dreaming about doing
what I do for a living can know that it’s possible.” Nonetheless, he
readily concedes that during those early, post coming out days, things
didn’t always look so sunny. “You’re talking to a guy a who nearly
killed himself with drugs and alcohol,” Chad states bluntly; however,
in addressing his battles with addiction, also included are some
intriguing philosophical insights, demonstrating that this former teen
idol has indeed grown up. “I’m so blessed to have had to face my own
addiction,” he explains, “because from that I was able to find a
relationship with a God — as I understand God.”
In fact, anyone familiar with Allen’s work is bound to notice that
spirituality is a subject that deeply informs many of his projects,
and that suits him just fine. “I’m watching our community really take
back possession of our spiritual conversations,” he asserts, “because
for years I think that was taken away from us, saying that somehow gay
and lesbian people don’t ‘qualify’ in the realm of God, which is such
a horrible, deceitful lie to tell anybody! Now, we’re saying that ’you
don’t get to keep God’ because that’s an impossibility and a
falsehood.” He further reports taking part in a recent protest for
marriage equality while working on a play in St. Louis. “We led the
largest demonstration St. Louis has ever seen for Gay and Lesbian
civil rights in response to the vote in California,” Chad testifies,
enthusiastically remembering he found it “tremendously exciting to see
people gathering together and really owning their spirituality —
whether it be Christianity or any other religion, saying ‘we’re gay,
we know God, and we’re willing to talk about that’.”
For all the talk of breaking down barriers and changing the world
though, at heart, this is a man who knows where the source of his real
fulfillment lies. “The truth is, my most rewarding experience in life
is when I go home at night and lay my head down next to my partner.
That is a huge reward!” Using a personal experience to emphasize his
point, it becomes apparent how remarkably sincere his feelings are.
“Yesterday, I was on the airplane coming back from Fort Lauderdale
with my partner, and we had the aisle between us” says the
artist-turned-activist; “occasionally, either he or I would reach out
and grab the other’s hand across the aisle, and I was very aware of
the fact that there were many people around us for whom that was an
uncomfortable thing; but it was my willingness to reach out and show
him that I loved him and vice-versa, that I think may make a more
lasting impression than what we do in television or film. That,” he
stresses, “heals a lot of what we need to heal in order to get what we
want.”
In many ways, this year’s recipient of the GLAAD media honors
prestigious “Davidson/Valentini Award” (which recognizes Chad for his
on-going efforts to promote equal rights for our community,) could
easily be likened to a homosexual equivalent of the Rock of Gibraltar
— he’s strong, steady, and above all, persistent. He’s here, he’s
queer so get used to it, because he’s sure to be around for some time
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